Find You Among All

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4 min readMay 21, 2022

Amongst the cornucopia of methods I breathed in to draw oneself up, an interminable of dozens meagerness rased me to the ground. On the other hand, I lugged it in every throbbing and twinkling likewise, I took on it benevolently, build upon that it would spring up into a beautiful surplus.

What is human ability that could only map out sans getting wind of series of memories would be abreast of, right? It was ruined.

At the most people would say all things could be allayed by finding, whether consciously or unconsciously. Amidst of those things, you happen to be in it. One of the foremost serendipity for which I am grateful for the rest of life. A slightest bit, unremitting.

I have never thought that your name was written in the fate’s knuckle of mine. I have never thought that we would cross each other’s paths. I tell you, I tell you not; I had been contemplating about solitude. I stayed long enough to touch, not enough to hold as the world was unfair, or so I was told. I pretended solitariness did not put me in slumber, memorized lines on mind burden as one would with numbers. It was not being unable to find the right words for what I felt. It was being able to say the right words and never healed. I could ample create my own without others intercession, at least all the moments went as expected — temporarily. Of hushed conversations in a crowded place, memorized each thing so I could later retrace.

Unto the day you come to me.. On that day our radars intertwined, walked to catch up side by side, offered palms to emit joyride, led to dash right, unto patted on the wind to squire quietude. With the pristine of you, you saved me, and that is all forevermore.

I feel whole, utterly whole. I am the most alive when I am in love with you.

The parable of you lives within my thoughts, I think of you; As though the wind blows when the heat hits, to wit how you give the breeze of serenity within me. As though the full moon at night, to wit how you give the refulgence permeates my lacuna. You are the water to my thirst, giving continuance the life to go on. You are the iridescent to my monochrome, ensuring the assertive of my strides.

Your presence was superfluous, or mayhaps you actually are. Everything in the universe has a limit; either it’s desolation, beatitude, or disillusionment. But through you I have found out a limitless; an incessant laugh under the stars, a ceaseless the cause of idyllic smile comes along to feel safe around, an unrelenting gleeful chortle fetes colorful vividly in the ear aisle, a perpetual overflowing sense to spruce of the haphazard within me. For the lack of better words, I think, you are all the colors in one, at full sincerity.

To be loved and to be in love, a grand romantic enormous sense I have ever underwent. If only you ask me how I feel when I am with you; I am in a cellophane bubble of a soft pink hue. Universe pulled a diverse invisible strings, put you in my life to change everything. We are light years away yet we stand inches close. It is a huge bliss and bless; that I get to be acquainted you, to admire you, and to be with you in the midst of all. You are worth finding, worth knowing, worth loving. You and all your one million layers.

The amount surge of sheer affection that all these bones feel for you keeps rendering an unendingly sea of overflowing pleasure. Like a poetic lyrics escorted by the exquisite melody keeps forming a harmony to be enamored, when it comes to you. Or else it’s same as the diaphanous raindrops fall from the sapphire sky, your presence comes along with a galore of tranquility at each drop that permeates into my heart, heavenly molding a palace with you as a ruler of the throne. None other than, among all the stellar that gleams in the night sky, I would steadfastly choose to stargaze in your beautiful scintillating eyes.

It all merely feels right, it becomes beautiful in a solid way because of you, it is always been you.

Eventually, after finding you; I smile a lot at all times, my cheeks is perennially redden, my heart is so full of butterflies perched on blooming flowers — I am wholly find myself be happy, be happier, be the happiest.

I love you because the entire universe conspired to help me find you. I will live well because I love you so much well.

If parallel universe does exist, I would ask another me to love another you.

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